Friday, August 26, 2011

Pain in my fairytale


My guilty escape
I want to vomit all my shame
It's through this screen 
It hurts, it still hurts, it hurts a lot
Numbing this down with chemicals
Painful to a surely bleeding


I'm too Naive
Darling your lies are my pleasure
It's bittersweet taste
I'm pissed as hell
I would gladly burn your acts straight to hell
I can't find the strand in me to hurt you
This is my torture chamber
I keep deluding myself to our nonexistent fairytale


I can't move
You've had me tied to your puppet strings
Hypnotized my mind
Cngratulations of being successful 
You are now my addiction
You & your pretty words

Pawn with no crown

Heartache
Avoid the Bastard
Pulling me in his mastery of tricks
THE stupid lamb for his prey
His majesty, He's the King
In a sea of us pawns with no precious crown
But at the palms of his hands
She'll be the queen I know
It stings like a sweet poison, but I take a gulp
NOTHING comforts my pain
Leftovers of the broken glass lashed onto me


I'm the ugly pawn, so unbeautiful and worn to the core
I'll never be the queen I know!
I'll never be part of the perfect couple
I'l never be the queen I know!
HE won't wince a DAMNED CARE
Heartache in my gut
I sacrifice my move and he'll NEVER CARE
I'm pleading on my knees, HIS majesty will NEVER LISTEN


Compare me to a helpless dog in a spiked leash
It is not & never will be me
He's not trying to say anything, 
My...HIS majesty's ulterior moves
My eyes green with envy
My poor eyesight's fogged 
Hide my feelings to spare & sacrifice in front of HIS majesty..
I want that precious jeweled crown
Take all of me please
He is not & never will be satisfied with little me...